Right now is the moment where I ask you to think of your favorite love song and to play it! Turn it all the way up! Feel the wave of happiness and romance sweeping you off your feet! ❤ ❤ ❤
October 1st was Darshon’s and my fourth anniversary. Fourth! It’s simply incredible how time is flying by. It feels like he is in all my memories. So I have trouble deciding whether it is an incredible feeling, because it has been four years already or only four years so far.
Darshon, often there is so much I want to say to you, but I simply can’t find the words for it. Instead, I just look at you and smile. Sometimes, I try to explain to myself how I could possibly be this lucky to have a person like you by my side. Well, maybe I really am just a really really really lucky person.
You made falling in love with you so easy. The way you held my hand made my body tingle. And when you lifted me up and swung me around before you said goodbye left me completely out of breath. I always had to stop for a little and relive the moment because I wanted to remember it forever. Every day with you seemed too short. After we spent the night on the old swing, I was already thinking about seeing you again the next morning.
…four years later, we are still lovebirds and with every passing year, we grow closer. You are the companion I always dreamed of and there is no way I am ever letting you go! I promised myself that no matter what happens (Even if this “us” is just for now –But trust me, I don’t count on anything to happen.) you will always be a part of my life. You are one in a million and I will hold on to you forever.
When I think about us, I think about how much joy, love and craziness you have brought in my life. Yes, definitely lot’s of craziness! You always tell me of how much I have changed you for the better, but I feel like you barely see how much of an impact you’ve had on me. You taught me to open up more, to take risks and to look at the world differently.
You are everything to me. You are always there (for me) and when you are gone, you are always on my mind.
A few summers ago, you took me down to the beach in Italy and handed me a promise ring. This took me up to cloud nine. (In Germany we are on cloud seven, so actually it would be fair for us to meet in the middle on cloud eight (?).) This was the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for me. ❤ Only days later, I found out that you had talked this through with your parents to create the perfect moment. I was so nervous when I met them for the first time. Not only was I scared that I wouldn’t understand them (Let’s say I have picked up a few skills in speaking English since then.), but also because you have really mattered to me. As it turned out, I was nervous for absolutely no reason since you have such a loving family.
I love you so much, sweetheart. ❤